Look, I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing here. I just know I want to be me, here. Like, no apologies, fuck this shit, this is who I am, here. I know I’m good at being honest, talking to her and telling each one of my plays. If I’m not scared of being naked in front of strangers, there is no reason I should be afraid of being scared online. It’s okay, I’m finding my feelings a place to stay.
Maybe if I start in a quiet space I’ll get the strength to follow up in a busier place, is what I’m thinking.